I just want to sleep.. –

One tiring day. One hectic routine. One lonely rest.

But it’s fine. I have my headphones and my music playlist ready to make the rest of today fine.

Twitter Anonymous, 2014

I turned off my phone as I was about to go to sleep. Not caring the pinging notifications from the device that suddenly died out as the screen turned black.

I then walked to my bed, past the heaps of work I need to get done. I couldn’t care about that now.

And sat on my bed, eyes wandering off to the ceiling before they landed on my bedside where the lamp

and my pencil were on.

I stared at both objects helplessly and reached out my hand, hovering it on the pencil for a moment, desperately wanting to go back to my desk to work again, before finally struggling to pull itself away from the invisible attraction force of the pencil to turn on the CD player on the floor.

Forcing my butt to raise itself above the bed for a while to bend my body was literally a pain in the arse, as my butt was sore from sitting too long just now and I had just got the very perfect sitting position on the bed – just perfect to make my mind blank and me just sitting like that, staring blankly at things around me unproductively.

But I know that I shouldn’t spend my sleeping hours like that.

As my pointer successfully pressed the power button, I could hear the CD wheezing inside this brilliant invention and my favourite melody being played.

‘Another day has passed..’

One sigh.

‘It was fine..’

Another sigh.

‘And tomorrow will be another fine day.’

One long breath.

‘So, let’s rest…’

One long exhale.

PLOP!

Head on the pillow.

Sound of something shuffling.

*rustle rustle*

Good night world 🙂

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A/N: I’m an OWLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. This is so fucking random. I want to bury myself in a hole.

(me and singing)

My mind went blank and my feet just brought me to an empty side of the road. It was Sunday and it’s a car-free day so I knew that there would be no cars there. Meanwhile, the other 4 people that walked behind me kept dragging themselves to the spot I was observing at the moment without any complaints. I was pretty sure that they already knew my antics to be able to silently comply to my selfish needs.

So there was no need for questioning as they helped me prepare all the stuffs – guitars, a cajon, an amplifier, and many other music-related stuffs that we brought.

Oh you can guess? Of course.

This was the day when I finally could vent out all these feelings and frustrations about everything. Everyone.

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